Its been 5 Years Since you left us,and its still as raw as it was then. Nothing ever prepares you to loose a loved one, especially someone that was loved as much as you. It was so hard to watch you suffer and in such a short time, my only regret was that I was not brave/strong enough to be with you when you passed away. I couldn't of asked for a better Mum and I will always love you and I am so proud to be your son. I just pray there is no more Suffering for you and you are at peace and like so many I hate the fact you were taken from us way too soon. Cancer has a lot to answer too and has taken so many loved ones and friends over the last few years. And with each everyone Its so gut wrenching to see and watch and brings back those bitter memories. Love you always and forever Mum XXXXXX